Was it easy? Is it even worth it? I asked myself a countless of times now.
When did I lose you? For how long now? Did I lose you when I’m busy doing my school works? Or is it when I didn’t go with you at your friend’s party?
I know something has changed when you’re not calling my name with the same fondness, with the same care, the warmth was replaced with coldness like you now don’t care.
I know something has changed when the sparks and excitement in your eyes when you see me didn’t remain.
I know something has changed when you drum your fingers continuously on the table or tapping your feet on the floor. It seems like you want to hurry into some place I’m not aware before.
I know something has changed when you kept on glancing at your watch when we’re together as if you want to be somewhere else by this hour.
I know something has changed when I caught you staring at me, with confusion in your eyes, with what was that?.. nervousness? hurt?
I know something has changed so why don’t you tell me something because I’m afraid I couldn’t bring myself to ask.
-Phl
Phl Works 